What an amazing show, and although because of the show I have been slack with posts, it went so fantastically and was such a great achievement for my students!!
Now after all that hard work….I want a treat….a big treat…I deserve it!!
It’s like fate was on my side today……so I’m tired, a zombie at work, not quite on this planet and all I want to do is sleep!!
As I’m on my way home, I stroll through Trintiy, the new shopping centre in Leeds and see all this commotion!!
I officially think I’m the noisiest person…ever…so I take a look!!
‘Treat Yourself’ – A Special event on that evening!!
Hallelujah! This maybe just what I’m looking for!!
After doing some investigation it became apparent that if you signed up and got a wrist band you would be able to get discount on clothes, food and games at the shopping centre. This was on!!! I’m going to go crazy! I’m suddenly full of energy and want to be pampered!!
A couple of hours later, I am holding three bags of clothes, a ten pound gift voucher, some sweets and standing in a VIP area sipping cocktails!! How did this happen!! Love it!!
I feel content, satisfied and loved and one it is time to zzzzzzzzzz!!
P.S I did not eat those chocolates in the pictures…….I’m saving them bad boys!!!
No time for a blog today……..it’s Showtime!!!
So the week of my show has arrived…..aggghhh! There was simply no time for sweet stuff, I’m powering through and only red bull will do!!
I’m very against energy drinks and not sure they are anything but full of crap and sweeteners, but for my sanity I am relying on it to stand by my side and keep me at energy levels that don’t drop to falling asleep at the computer and waking up to saliva on my chin and a squiffy fringe!! Ha!!
Wow, I have been off the radar!! Trust me to give up chocolate in the middle of a big show and reckon I can keep up with a daily blog about it!!
So……not too much replacing chocolate with something else as I haven’t had much time for anything…..so I’m going to condense 5 days in one blog!
I have a new love…..its called strawberry mousse! They give me enough dairy to feel satisfied!? Ha!
I have eaten a lot of these!
I had a cake stall at the weekend which meant I could be with cake and feel safe and loved! It was tricky not being able to test the chocolate cake batter though and having to trust my diabetic boyfriend!!
I realised this week, I don’t miss the taste of chocolate nessisarily…..but more crave what I can’t have!!
Mothers days on sunday meant more cake and a picnic in the park was a good non-chocolate treat!! This was after a massive French Toast and syrup breakfast made by me and my daddy for a special mummy!! Could literally live on French toast……
The week ahead looked tricky, longs hours and in need of pick me ups!! Red bull it is!!!
Here are a selection of photos from the last 5 days……
I woke up this morning and as I was checking my Facebook, I noticed a Toby Carvery advert….stop,reading now this if you don’t know what It is.
Sunday Roast sounded amazing so I nudged the boyfriend and said look look Toby!
He moaned and rolled over! Nevermind hey!
Later on that day as I was settling down and getting some work done, boyfriend said ‘what’s for tea?’ ‘Erm…. Omelette??’
After a few seconds he said ‘how about I offer another option? Toby Carvery?’
I somehow think in his sleepy haze that morning he had heard what I had said subconsciously and had woke up wanting Toby carvery! I should try this tactic more often!!
Now I never usually have dessert at Toby….I eat so much, I get myself in a state where I feel sick, I am going to burst and the only way to feel better is to be horizontal for a long time!!
This time I paced myself knowing that I would definitely have a sweet tooth later, so when it came to dessert I had calmly observed the menu, eliminated the chocolate options and happily decided on treacle pudding…..with bottomless custard…..seriously If you have never been….get googling!!
A few minutes passed and the waitress returned to let me know that they didn’t have any!! Clearly not a woman in the knowledge and unaware of my situation!! Stay calm….it’s not her fault….I don’t truly believe that…she probably ate the last one on her lunch break! I glanced the menu again and glumly decided on apple crumble….probably because it also came with bottomless custard!!
Was delicious and as usual walked out the door with a food baby and an urge to nap!!
I am now planning what else I want that I can causally mention when boyfriend is asleep! A puppy? Move to NYC!!
Now here are two of my favourite things……friends and cake! And even better when put together!!
One of my favourite things to do is sit and dink coffee and eat cake whilst having a natter with my good friends! Well Saturday is loving me this week!
Last minute meet up with my friend in York, it’s where we met and kind of the place in the middle of where we both live.
So she….Elizabeth…has given up tea and coffee for lent!! Eeeek, this could be tricky! She needs my coffee to go with her chocolate cake and I need her chocolate cake to go with my coffee!! It could of been disastrous….but wasn’t!
Elizabeth settled for a hot chocolate and me a cappuccino and we shared a blueberry and Oat muffin! Delicious and definitely going to bake at home! Have done blueberry muffins before but not with oats, and it was really nice!!
We sat and talked birthdays, the sacrifice of the things we love and caught up on life! Perfect!!
So my aim this week…..bake some muffins, infact….May make some the makers fair on Saturday….you Yorkshire people, hope your coming? Mind the Gap studios, 12-4 Saturday, be there! You can sample my cupcakes and even watch a demo of how I ice them!
Friday is here and plans are made for the weekend!!
Only thing left to do is to plan the makers fair I will be baking cakes for next week!!
Cupcake cases-check, icing-check, new ideas……er best get on it!!
I got me mixing bowl out and got to work!!
With it being Mother’s Day on Sunday I’m going for pastel colours and sweet cupcakes that mums will love.
I like doing big events, means I get to do lots of flavours…..even chocolate!!
I’m think I’m in a good place thought, I miss it but hey life really does go on…..just gotta make sure I don’t eat any of the mixture as I’m baking…..eeeek!!!
Check out this strawberry cream cupcake, dipped in milk chocolate!!
I promise I didn’t have any of the mixture as I was putting into the case…..ok maybe a little spoonful…..don’t judge…I’m without chocolate!!
I am so behind with these posts, finding a moment is tricky at the moment!!
Anywho I’m here tell you that even with a busy schedule and a big show coming up at work, there is always time to make a cereal bar!!
Honestly try it….it’s so easy and tastes good!!
Grab some granola, some oats, some fruit and basically anything else you want in there!
Mix it all up within bit of condensed milk! Done! Pop it in the fridge for a few hours and bingo…tasty and fills you up!!
When is running round work it’s perfect to just open the fridge and grab a piece and carry on!
I think I know myself quite well. I know my strengths, I definitely know my weaknesses and I categorically know that I have an additive personality!! Fortunately it’s for things that aren’t classed as illegal substances or that can get me in any sort of trouble!
99% of the time I have to have something in my life that I’m addicted to or want all the time! Could be a tv show, food, a place, a saying…..and for period of time I will be fixated with that thing!!
I consume myself with until I get bored or it’s all gone!!
My boyfriend normally recognises this behaviour with sweets and says he can’t understand why I do it!!
Think it’s desire to always have something there, or that something that you know will make you happy in that instant!!
So right now…well for a while now it’s been these raspberry flavoured laces that you can only buy from an American candy store in Leeds!!
I buy them in bulk…. I keep them in business I’m sure!!
I will sit and eat them until they have all gone, and there is no disguising that I have because they make your tongue BLUE!!
This aspect to my personality is certainly helping me through the chocolate ban although it maybe heightening somewhat….ah well…off to the candy I go (skip skip)!!
So BIG news today…… I achieved a big challenge in my life, a task that I set for myself many a year ago and have finally completed today (Wednesday)!!
To go to the cinema by myself!!
When I was younger and went to the movies, if I saw somebody by themselves I would instantly feel a pang in my heart and worry that they were along or unhappy!!
This feeling has stayed with me for years and was only a couple of years ago I stopped and thought ‘why?’
You don’t go for a chat do you?
Maybe because it has always been a social thing for me. A package of company, food and film!!
So for years I avoided even thinking about doing it, worried people would judge and feel sorry for me!!
Then this year, the year of doing those things you always wanted to, it appeared on the list, at the very top!!
I find it quite hard to find time by myself, I live a very busy lifestyle and will always find an excuse not to do it!!
I kinda had in my head I would never do it….but Wednesday evening came…..I finish work late and head home. As I get into the station I have a moment…..football is on, not interested in that and in the mood for a film!!
Before I knew it I was at the cinema buying my ticket and good old popcorn!!
Not sure what I was worried about, I survived and I’m glad I have now done it! Could be quite addictive!!
So my treat for tonight was the cinema, a change from food but equally as satisfying!! Although it’s tricky when u need a wee and you don’t have anyone to hold your popcorn!!